Yesterday was just another ordinary day. Bored, tired and worst now looking like a slowly decaying vegetable. Something noticeable has happened and that is a few small hard bump kind of eruptions have appeared. Not many places but mostly on arms, head and back. One on right middle finger to in such a location that can't hold spoon while eating.

I guess this is all part of healing process.

Took 2 x 1 teaspoon of turmeric with meal. One round of lime and baking soda. 2 large cups of Cinnamon and Licorice fusion. About 4000 mg Vitamin C. Today's contamination has been 1 cup of coffee and one glass of coke. No cigarettes. Made it comfortably to 2 litre of water.

The entire day I was in a grumpy, bad, sad kind of mood. On finding these bumps appearing it gave a feeling of 'rotting' or decaying. Once again I guess even the mood is part of the healing crisis. Usually I am of a calm and happy in my disposition. Positive attitude mostly and avoiding all negative or dragging down talks and events. I do maintain a certain level of healthy scepticism but don't over do it. Whatever the reason be. I hope at least the mood improves.

Sleep was erratic. Uneasy or rather uncomfortable. Through the day tried to engage myself but just could not focus and then to add to it, a patch of heavy rain disturbed the signals so had a terrible connection to Internet. Rain, did bring in some relief. Rain always does that to me. Thunders and lightning and heavy steady pour with occasional strong gust of wind. Drops of water flying through he window, on to my face, gave a bit of joy. I love rain. Tropical rain is fun. It is warm and usually if I can, I go out and get drenched in it. It simply energises me. Experience beyond words. Sadly could not do that. However it still make me feel a bit better.

Markers:

Pain: same no change from yesterday. (high but bearable)

Fluid discharge from wounds : Not extra ordinary like initial experience.

Alertness: not happy mood. Alert but unable to stay focused

Sleep: Uncomfortable sleep

Over all: I do see something happening. Nothing had happened for so long.

Misc: 1 coffee, 1 glass of coke and no cigarettes

Bowel movements: regular.

Urination: regular

Yesterdays dosage: 1 teaspoon turmeric x 2 times with meal, 4000+ mg Vitamin C, 1 drink Lime and Baking soda. Water was barely 2 litre. Got to do something about water intake. Added another drink. A piece of Cinnamon and Licorice, tossed in cup of hot water and drank that. Was nice. Probably will toss that in the boiler and use that water all the time. Even to make coffee, if I feel like having one. Pieces were 1.5 inch.

No chocolate milk, 1 coffee, 3 cigarettes.

Basically feeling, not good. No motivation. Boring, sort of dragging.

Observation: A few places are showing some sort of swelling. Not exactly boil type but they are just little bumps, sensitive, a bit painful. One friend pointed out that these are all cleansing reactions. Body is dispelling toxins. I can relate to that. The same also is reflecting on my moods. Not a problem, knowing that all the bad stuff is coming out. I am in a way glad that it is happening.

As I am having difficulties with eating/taking turmeric, one more friend of mine, volunteered to send me some empty capsules. So I can fill them up and make my own turmeric capsules. That will be such a great relief. Then I will be able to take more turmeric, rather take the recommended dosage. Hope to get them soon. It's week end so … I guess sometime mid next wee or towards next week end. Fingers crossed.

Markers:

Pain: same no change from yesterday. (high but bearable)

Fluid discharge from wounds : Not extra ordinary like initial experience.

Alertness: good but with melancholy mood. Bit depressive or angry, can't say.

Sleep: Sleep, not good. Was alert most of the night.

Over all: There is hope. At least something is happening

Misc: 1 coffee, 3 cigarettes.

Bowel movements: regular.

Urination: regular