If you were to search or research on the subject, it is quiet likely that you may come across very confusing and intimidating information on what is META medicine. In fact you may also find people claiming it to be total quake. However, from my personal experience, not simply as a receiver of the treatments but also as trained in one of the modalities, I would strongly recommend that you should seek a personal explanation from one of the therapists. Look for someone who would be honest and willing to give you a free, no obligation, brief introduction to the world of possibilities.

Here, let me share one such wonderful therapist and good friend of mine, Penny Croal. You can either click on her name or follow the link below to reach her website and explore for more.

The link to her site is http://www.changeahead.biz

I will be adding more reviews and links in following days for  those who are interested in META medicine. Of course you will find them under Alternative Therapy Section. So till such time, enjoy the link I have posted for you today. When you visit these sites, do drop them a line and mention that you found the link with me. Cheers.

Finally, some good signs and I am preparing to resume my regime once again. Slowly, bit at a time so that body does not take a big shock. As it is, body is recovering from the trauma of past 2-3 weeks. One of my moral support, Brother Athanasius has returned from his month long vacation. So with help this amazingly simple monk, I intend to resume my journey to healing starting most probably on Tuesday 1 June 2010. Preparations are on. Alkalising myself with fair amount of water and alkaline fruit juices. Apple, Aloe Vera and green grapes. Some orange juice too. Lime and water is to start tomorrow.

Wish me luck and send me your good thoughts and energy. I will need every bit of help that I can get to continue on this journey to healing. I am shattered and I am not ashamed in saying so. I need help. Yes I do need help. In any which way I can get.

Thank you all for following this blog and my story of healing. Thank you for sending me emails of support. I could not have survived without you all, my beautiful friends.

After stopping and hoping to start the turmeric, alaklising, Vitamin C regime, I suffered even more.

There was heat wave and I particularly could not take it. I lost weight, appetite and lots of blood through draining abscess.

Recovered just today after two days of cooler weather due to rain. Looks like rain will stay and I hope it stays as it brings coolness which helps me.

Need to gain strength again to begin my treatments. Was too weak to even post any articles.

Wish me luck friends.

A big thank you to all those who sent me an email. It really felt good to read them when I was able to read them yesterday.

I have prepared 25 turmeric capsules. Intend to resume tomorrow, Monday 10 May 2010. Plan is 5 capsules x 3 times a day. Lime and Baking soda 2 times a day. Vitamin C 4000 mg. 2-3 Fresh lime in plain water. 2-3 Cinnamon, Licorice and black pepper infusions. 2.5 Litre of water. Possibly avoiding coffee and cigarettes. Meals twice.

Today some visitors came after attending the morning mass in a nearby church. They brought lots of goodies. I was glad to receive a pack of plain Almonds. I love almonds. Usually I soak them overnight and then eat them. Chewing it thoroughly. I am so glad that this time goodies were good. Some fruits and tetra packs of juices too. It was a group of devout Catholics traveling from Mongolia.

I have rested well now. Muscle stiffness is low. I guess it will go away in a day or two. Even surges of shocking pain are going down. I am able to get sleep. Not sound sleep like the earlier days of this regime but good enough. Alertness is returning. Keeping busy with Internet. Reading articles and playing Cafe World and Zoo World on Facebook. Occasionally poking my friends on instant messenger, especially when they have 'do not disturb' or 'busy' sign up. I know them well. They probably are flirting with someone and don't want to be disturbed. They hardly work.

Tested pH. Morning urine was 6.00 and evening saliva was 6.5. So not that terribly off mark. I guess it will all line up soon.

Going to bed earlier and trying to get more rest. Tomorrow is another day.

Things are getting to normal slowly. Since yesterday, especially, one at a time, good things have started happening. Thank you all who have been following my story and sending me messages and good energy. It helped me through these past 2-3 days of crisis.

Internet finally sorted out. So I am happy to be connected to the rest of the world. I was also able to fix my notebook, as it had problems, too complicated to explain here, due to failed Internet. Now the notebook is back to 100% and stable like before. In fact a bit better, come to think of it.

I also received a parcel from my very dear friend Alister Bredee, containing some more Vitamin C, Turmeric AND … EMPTY CAPSULES .. Yepee.

However, I am not rushing back in resuming the treatments yet. I will let this week end pass and begin somewhere on Monday the 10 th of May. The physical pain is still felt and muscles are slowly coming back to normal. I resorted to wet towel wipes to keep the muscles from tensing further. My legs and hands were also suffering that insane stunt. Things are looking better now.

Apple Cider Vinegar from another friend turned out to be false alarm. He could not find it in the Supermarket near his place and he was dead sure he had bought it from there sometime back. Anyways, there is no shortage of fresh lime though. They are bit expensive but available anytime. Expensive is a relative term. They used be 10 times cheaper then what they cost now.

I consciously refused a glass of Coke the other day. Here at hospice, usually some guests bring large bottles of soft drinks for the patients and for most of the patients anything besides the bland boiled food is a welcome change. I also get my share of goodies whenever there are, but this time I refused. I have managed to increase water intake to 2.5 litres. Good Boy! 1 Coffee in past 2 days. 3 Cigarettes in past 2 days. I did miss a couple of meals. I feel eating them would have not helped at all. In fact could have made me even more agitated. I am really fed-up of that bland boiled food with no flavouring. I don't understand why they can't use some fresh herbs, that Thailand is so famous for. Nope, they just make some rice, boil a handful of vegetables with a piece or two or pork. Yuck. Ok, to be honest there are 2-3 meals a week that I look forward to. Especially the morning breakfast of rice soup with mushroom, a few shrimps, lots of green vegetables and few pieces of minced chicken or pork. With dash of fish sauce, they don't use salt, a bit of white or black pepper sprinkled, warm in the morning, I love that.

Now here is the plan. Starting from Monday, I intend to take Lime + Baking soda 2 times a day. Vitamin C 4000 mg. Plus fresh lime squeezed in plain water. One lime per 250 ml glass of water. Possibly doing at least 3-4 such glasses a day. Water intake to be maintained at 2.5 litres. 5 capsules x 3 times a day of Turmeric powder. This are fairly big capsules. I haven't measures how many capsules equals one teaspoon. I don't care. I will take more, since it won't be a problem. Intend to take it with warm infusion of cinnamon, licorice and dash of black pepper powder.

So wish me luck. I will rest for today and tomorrow in mental preparation, meditating and calming my mind.

Keep reading and I am sure in the end there will be a lesson for all. I intend to write more besides just reporting.

May 06 12:00 hrs. (Thailand)

Yesterday was the most painful day of this new regime. Several reasons for the day going so bad. Could not complete any of the dosages. I was shaken up mentally a lot. Even today, it is the same. The condition was worsened yesterday due to a stunt performed by the hospice staff, which I never approved of. This particular guy, takes H2O2 in a syringe and pumps it into the boils and open wounds. It is the most excruciating pain you can ever imagine. First of all the skin is stretched like a balloon but not being able to expand, it hurts. To top it, H2O2 starts burning the bacteria and other infection and starts to foam. This is further adds to acute pressure in that boil or wound area. I could kill someone with that amount of pain. So far I tolerated this traumatic stunts, believing that it would help in getting rid of infection. Yesterday was limit. The shock was far too much. Entire day, I had fever, body was weak, could not eat, drink or do anything.

Even today, weakness prevails. I got up to go to toilet and was dizzy for some time before I could walk. I have been doing some stretch exercise and throwing hands in the air and kicking legs to help maintain blood circulation. However, since yesterday I feel, my energy has dropped to extreme low levels.

Given so much drama happening, I have decided to drop the treatments for 2-3 days or more. Once I recover from this trauma of pain, I will start with the regime once again. In the meantime, I hope to receive the empty capsules, some fruits and also protein food. It is also likely that someone will send me apple cider vinegar, not the organic type, it's the Heinze brand, provided he finds it in the local shop.

While thinking about it, I realised that if this treatment does not work, then the only option would be surgery and that is something I can't afford at the moment.

I am trying to keep my calm, with situation not at all favourable. No one to talk to, since no one speaks English here. I don't speak Thai. My only connection to civilisation was through Internet and that too is working extremely slow and erratically. I lodged complaint with the service provider, only to receive an answer after two days, 'everything is fine' please check your own equipment. My equipment is fine too. But these guys won't listen. It is matter of something they call 'saving the face'. It is big thing here. You can't confront anyone as it is losing face for you and the other person.

Well hope things improve soon else I will go crazy. This Internet problem, computer problem and all that is driving me crazy.

Someone may say GOD is testing me… for what? To give me more of this crap? Just because I am not complaining, I am bearing to my best ability, does not mean that I am enjoying it. If that's how GOD works, he is not funny. He needs to change his attitude. Stop giving pain to those who love him. Stop torturing those who don't complain and start giving a better life to those who definitely deserve. That is Me.

Yesterday was one of those terrible days that nothing seemed to be right. Still things are not right. Internet is down and so is the notebook. Somehow I could make it work enough to post this quick note. Health and progress, also, bit tossed out. Hopefully soon I will be able to post in detail. Hope this one gets posted.

There seems to be a lot of sub concious resistance in taking turmeric. Maybe not. I missed second round once again yesterday. Even lime and baking soda. Then again, I was even worse then the day before. Yesterday, when the hospice staff came around for cleaning and dressing the wound, I noticed that a one of the big boils, one that seldom hurts but is always there, had punctured, discharging a great amount of red fluid (I guess blood, but could be mixed with some other stuff). Not something that I wanted to see in morning. The interesting aspect is that it didn't hurt or I didn't notice and secondly the size of that boil is still the same. I am pretty sure that it was that big boil as the trace of blood stream started from there.

I seem to have lost appetite too. It could be temporary as the weather has got hot and the food offered here is not particularly 'attractive'. It could also be result of the unknown resistance to taking turmeric. However, I am glad that I am getting some empty capsules soon and that should solve the problem of taking turmeric. I will be pushing it to maximum limit so as to make the difference.

I do find definite difference, for sure, while I am doing this regime. Particularly with Vitamin C. Suspense revealed, as I talked to my friend who sent me this Vitamin C in the first place. It is actually crystalline Ascorbic acid. Whatever, it has shown some positive results so far. Overall alertness has improved and is sustaining. Urination is more regular and so is bowel movements more 'satisfactory'.

A good friend has also sent me some advance EFT tapping tips. He is great and very much dedicated to EFT work and energy healing. I have done EFT level 2 long time ago. After that EFT has come a long way and I didn't keep abreast. Besides that, a doctor will never try and heal himself. :) Thanks to my friend I have a tapping protocol and I will be doing that starting today.

Some of those hard bumps are giving away in the form of dry dead skin scales, coming off. Smaller ones particularly are coming off. Little scrape and off they come, either discharging little clear fluid or nothing at all. No marks or bleeding. Simply coming off.

I am wondering if white pepper would have any positive effect like the black pepper, if I were to take it along turmeric. If not, I would be getting black pepper any way. It is matter of time. I need some stability with the boils and some energy to venture our to supermarket. Of course with someone accompanying me as I don't want to risk falling or fainting.

Sleep, was not so good last night. I was mostly aware about everything going around. To add to it, some stupid guys, in the neighbourhood, ARE playing loud music and it is 2 days 2 nights in a row and it is still on at this hour. For those who have no clue about Thailand, imagine a WALL of speakers, including some horn drivers, blasting away music with treble high and bass also high. I surroundings here is flat land. Miles of rice paddy or shrimp farms. Lots of greenery and trees but nothing high rise. My guess is that these blokes are about 1 KM from where I am and still their beats were affecting me and I could feel the vibration of low frequency bass … going bhoom bhoom bhoom a very muffled beat. I have known the effects of sound frequencies for many years. For 8 years I have been experimenting with brain tuning sounds and also Binaural. This low frequency bass sounds are definitely not healthy. For some unknown reasons, Thai people have a strong affinity to loud sound. They even modify their little 100 cc mopeds to make a hell of a noise. That is one against otherwise beautiful and serene Thailand.

Enough of winging, look forward to another day, better then past two days and also in getting some work done. There is plenty of pending writing to be done. One for this site, where I need to post articles besides my daily reporting. I need to post articles on other forums and work on promoting this site.

I will skip markers for today. In short, I am feeling more positive this morning after two days of miserable feeling. I guess that could be a turning point. Need to keep my mind calm and engage in creative work.

One more idea I got. I know some may think I am crazy, but I guess I need that supplement too. In absence of natural electrolytes, I am planning to get the powder and keep taking some everyday just to maintain energy levels. Wish I could procure more fruits and some young coconut but that is a big challenge. Electrolytes would be easier option.

So keep watching this blog, follow my progress, pray for my success and above all, have fun my friends, life is Beautiful.

Quick update. Very quick update. Yesterday missed my second round of turmeric. Missed lime and baking soda. Only thing that was up to the mark was 2 litres of water, 4000 mg Vitamin C.

Missed the second meal too. Don't know what happened, I just fell asleep around 4 pm and woke late today. Not in a mood to write anything or even post the update in detail. Hope to get better later through the day.

Yesterday was just another ordinary day. Bored, tired and worst now looking like a slowly decaying vegetable. Something noticeable has happened and that is a few small hard bump kind of eruptions have appeared. Not many places but mostly on arms, head and back. One on right middle finger to in such a location that can't hold spoon while eating.

I guess this is all part of healing process.

Took 2 x 1 teaspoon of turmeric with meal. One round of lime and baking soda. 2 large cups of Cinnamon and Licorice fusion. About 4000 mg Vitamin C. Today's contamination has been 1 cup of coffee and one glass of coke. No cigarettes. Made it comfortably to 2 litre of water.

The entire day I was in a grumpy, bad, sad kind of mood. On finding these bumps appearing it gave a feeling of 'rotting' or decaying. Once again I guess even the mood is part of the healing crisis. Usually I am of a calm and happy in my disposition. Positive attitude mostly and avoiding all negative or dragging down talks and events. I do maintain a certain level of healthy scepticism but don't over do it. Whatever the reason be. I hope at least the mood improves.

Sleep was erratic. Uneasy or rather uncomfortable. Through the day tried to engage myself but just could not focus and then to add to it, a patch of heavy rain disturbed the signals so had a terrible connection to Internet. Rain, did bring in some relief. Rain always does that to me. Thunders and lightning and heavy steady pour with occasional strong gust of wind. Drops of water flying through he window, on to my face, gave a bit of joy. I love rain. Tropical rain is fun. It is warm and usually if I can, I go out and get drenched in it. It simply energises me. Experience beyond words. Sadly could not do that. However it still make me feel a bit better.

Markers:

Pain: same no change from yesterday. (high but bearable)

Fluid discharge from wounds : Not extra ordinary like initial experience.

Alertness: not happy mood. Alert but unable to stay focused

Sleep: Uncomfortable sleep

Over all: I do see something happening. Nothing had happened for so long.

Misc: 1 coffee, 1 glass of coke and no cigarettes

Bowel movements: regular.

Urination: regular