April 30 07:20 Thailand
Yesterday, I had two times one teaspoon of turmeric with my meals. No chocolate drinks. No fever and hence no medication.
However, even after feeling better, I was not in any particular positive mood. I guess, as one friend pointed out to me, I am going through what is called 'healing crisis'. Body is getting the toxins out. Good. That is why I had fever. Very good. No particular positive mood, for time being, no problem. I guess I need to take time out and meditate so that I remain calm and grounded. I did realise that I was not in bad mood neither did I want to talk to friends online or respond to blogs and emails … basically did not feel like interacting.
Vitamin C still not resumed. Lime and baking soda only once. Water intake yesterday was not upto the mark. No Coffee but 5 cigarettes. I wish to get some Juice today to being Vitamin C once again. I am also considering to reschedule as things are a bit strangely tight at the moment.
Markers:
Pain: same no change from yesterday. (high)
Fluid discharge from wounds : Not extra ordinary like initial experience.
Alertness: good but with melancholy mood
Sleep: Slept normally, but not sound sleep, was awake 2-3 times in the night.
Over all: Could say feeling bored.
Misc: No coffee, 5 cigarettes. Not particularly good. I did rather have a cup of coffee and no cigarettes.





